Today actually dun wanna come skl de..
but come better den dun come mahz..
if didnt come, den i'll be missing out afew lessons..
After skl, go straight home den go to the clinic le..
Talked to doctor for about 1hour plus..
Cry cfm got de la..keep talking about all those sad things happened..
Haiz..den suddenly he told me..
'All the things u tell me, i won't tell anyone'
'This is our secret, but if you break the promise by harming urself, or others, or even suicide/ w/e'
'Den i'll tell this to ur parents..'
LoL!! after i heard this.. den i felt..OH GOSH!!
What if i really harm myself again??
den pa n ma also know le...
cfm die le lor..
Den he give me eat medicine to keep my mood stable at sometime..
Still got an mian medi..
i wonder if i pop all the medicine into my stomach,
Will i die sia... LoL!!
think too much and too far le..
i dont wanna die now..
i still got things to do..
Still waiting for a REPLY =)
